yea its all my fault .. u took the effort to talk to me sho NICELY over dinner and i just hate the idea that u gave me .. im reallie sicked and tired of studying .. i know u are sad .. bud u asked: can u imagine how much effort we've put in for you?

so .. is that a nice talk or wad ? or a time for mi to feel guilty and get some damn physics tuition stuffed into my time table .. ive told u long ago .. ive lose imterest in that idiotic subject oredie .. kays .. now i said okay, then u are saying that im giving you attitude .. wad the fuck is that .. go tuition oso cannot .. dun go tuition oso cannot la .. so bitchy !!

yes .. u can see that ur are dissappointed .. bud .. dont i feel the same too ? im osho reallie sad kays .. so mani things happened recently and this tuition thing has to come and bother mi again .. maybe i should speak up and not keep it in my heart .. but .. both of u are my parents !! will you expect mi to do that ?? no rite ? i osho dun feel like hurting ur !! args .. sometimes life just sucks so much !!

why must your listen to those ppl who said that physics is reallie important .. cannot drop .. drop le will ruin ur future .. wad the hell .. i no super-genius kays .. i need time to rest, to catch up with my other subjects, to do the things i want .. why fill up that little space with sumting that i hate to the core .. yes, u haf high expectations of me and think that u are right .. bud .. spare mi, will you ? please .. ! i reallie hope to drop physics .. or at the least, let mi conquer it myself will you ? im upset too ..